Joan Boney ... apostle/prophet
Eating the word of God nourishes our soul. If you stop reading the Bible and stop meditating in the word of God, you will likely become "weak, sickly, dead" ... I Cor. 11...But let a man examine himself (with the Word of God he reads), and so let him eat of that bread, and drink of that cup. 29For he that eateth and drinketh unworthily, eateth and drinketh damnation to himself, not discerning the Lord’s body. 30For this cause many are weak and sickly among you, and many sleep.(die) 31For if we would judge ourselves(with the word of God as we read the Bible), we should not be judged.
If you read the things we write and think you are meditating in the word of God because you read what we write it would be like standing outside a cafe and watching other people eat without going in and ordering your own food and eating that food.
You can't just read what we write.
You must develop daily habit of getting your own food together by reading Bible and picking out the meal and digesting that meal.
It is not a thing we do once or twice a week. We eat and drink the word of God daily. And each of us must go to the trouble of seeking out our own food.
This is so important!