Joan Boney ... apostle/prophet
Almost daily, my first thought when I awake each morning is this: "God, help me to get through today."
So what is so bad in my life that I would feel this way ... Am I in a time of great struggle? Am I in a time of war? Do I have any money problems? Do I have any need or lack? NO ... to each of these points.
Yet getting through this present day is a major concern. What will I do with all this time? How will I fill the time as I wait to be taken off the earth? So I cry out to God, even as I awaken for the day.
Unlike those persons who do not have enough time, it seems I have nothing but time. But unlike the people of the world who are very busy accomplishing many things, I am simply waiting for the return of Jesus or to be taken off this earth. I have no goals here. I have no desire here. I am not working for anything here. I'm simply waiting. And as I wait, I need help in waiting.
I start each day by reading the writings we have published that day on the Internet. First there are the scriptures. And as I consider each scripture and what it is saying, often I will find a focus.
I read the writings we have published. I then begin reading the Bible and focus on that which stands out to me.
It is amazing to me, but God does fill each day for me. And usually before I think about it I am in mid-afternoon.