Joan Boney ... apostle/prophet
Sharing things of God that we consider to be "great" is usually pretty easy.
The hard things to share are those "little" things which sound silly to the flesh of man.
It is hard to share little things because we often want to be seen as great and we can't be great in the eyes of our own flesh and the flesh of other people, unless we share great things.
The flesh and devil wants to be great, even exalted above God.
That is what antichrist wanted ... to be above God ...
II Thess 2 ... that man of sin be revealed, the son of perdition; 4Who opposeth and exalteth himself above all that is called God, or that is worshipped; so that he as God sitteth in the temple of God, shewing himself that he is God.