Monday, May 31, 2021

Podcast: Jesus says: "No man can come to God except through ME" (The Word)

 
 
 
 
John 14:1-6  Let not your heart be troubled: ye believe in God, believe also in ME.  In MY Father's house are many mansions: if it were not so, I would have told you. I go to prepare a place for you.
And if I go and prepare a place for you, I will come again, and receive you unto Myself; that where I am, there ye may be also.

4 And whither I go ye know, and the way ye know.

5 Thomas saith unto HIM, Lord, we know not whither THOU goest; and how can we know the way?

6 Jesus saith unto him, I am the way, the truth, and the life: no man cometh unto the Father, but by ME.

The way is "The Word" of God.  When we hear from God the Father, we have "The Word" which is the way to God.

Jesus is The Word.  From the beginning Jesus was "The Word".  Jesus was with God as "The Word" even before Jesus came to this world in the form of Jesus a man.  

Today, Jesus is The Word that was with God from the beginning.

John 1:1-5   In the beginning was the Word, and the Word was with God, and the Word was God. The same was in the beginning with God.  All things were made by HIM; and without HIM was not any thing made that was made.  In HIM was life; and the life was the light of men.

5 And the light shineth in darkness; and the darkness comprehended it not.

10-14  HE  (Jesus)  was in the world, and the world was made by HIM, and the world knew HIM not.

11 HE came unto HIS own, and HIS own received HIM not.

12 But as many as received HIM, to them gave HE power to become the sons of God, even to them that believe on HIS name (The Word):

13 Which were born, not of blood, nor of the will of the flesh, nor of the will of man, but of God.

14 And the Word was made flesh, and dwelt among us, (and we beheld HIS glory, the glory as of the only begotten of the Father,) full of grace and truth.


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Galatians 5  (works of the flesh vs. works of the Spirit)

19-21   Now the works of the flesh are manifest, which are these; Adultery, fornication, uncleanness, lasciviousness, idolatry, witchcraft, hatred, variance, emulations, wrath, strife, seditions, heresies,
envyings, murders, drunkenness, revellings, and such like: of the which I tell you before, as I have also told you in time past, that they which do such things shall not inherit the kingdom of God.

22 But the fruit of the Spirit is love, joy, peace, longsuffering, gentleness, goodness, faith, meekness, temperance: against such there is no law.

24 And they that are Christ's have crucified the flesh with the affections and lusts.

25 If we live in the Spirit, let us also walk in the Spirit.  (following that which the Spirit shows us to do at that specific point in time.)

 

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* The apostles John and Paul speak of the apostasy which will come in the churches in last days.

 
(Comments by Joan Boney)

The apostle John speaks to his church group about antichrist:

John says:

I John 2

18  Little children, it is the last time: and as ye have heard that antichrist shall come, even now are there many antichrists; whereby we know that it is the last time.

19 They went out from us, but they were not of us; for if they had been of us, they would no doubt have continued with us: but they went out, that they might be made manifest that they were not all of us.

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The apostle Paul called the elders at Ephesus together and he said to them:

Acts 20

29 For I know this, that after my departing shall grievous wolves enter in among you, not sparing the flock.

30 Also of your own selves shall men arise, speaking perverse things, to draw away disciples after them.

Even in those elders at Ephesus, some elders would arise speaking "perverse things", setting up other doctrines to draw away disciples to themselves, creating denominations and dividing the church at Ephesus.

And Paul spoke the following to the church at Thessalonica:

2 Thessalonians 2

3-4  KJV  Let no man deceive you by any means: for that day (of the Lord) shall not come, except there come a falling away first, and that man of sin be revealed, the son of perdition;

4 Who opposeth and exalteth himself above all that is called God, or that is worshipped; so that he as God sitteth in the temple of God, shewing himself that he is God.

In 1982, I was reading this scripture and God said to me:  "The falling away are not people leaving the churches.  The falling away are the churches leaving the scriptures."

NASB

3-4  No one is to deceive you in any way! For it (the day of the Lord) will not come unless the apostasy comes first, and the man of lawlessness is revealed, the son of destruction, who opposes and exalts himself above every so-called god or object of worship, so that he takes his seat in the temple of God, displaying himself as being God.

The temple of God are the bodies of the individual church people.

I Cor. 3:16  Know ye not that ye are the temple of God, and that the Spirit of God dwelleth in you?

Antichrist would move into church people as they cast aside portions of scriptures.

II Thessalonians 2:6-9  NASB

6 And you know what restrains him now, so that he will be revealed in his time. 7 For the mystery of lawlessness is already at work; only He who now restrains will do so until He is removed. 8 Then that lawless one will be revealed, whom the Lord will eliminate with the breath of His mouth and bring to an end by the appearance of His coming; 9 that is, the one whose coming is in accord with the activity of Satan, with all power and false signs and wonders,

When I read v. 6 in the NASB, I said to God, "Who is it that restrains antichrist?"

Instantly God brought this to my mind by HIS Spirit:  "Jesus, The Word, restrains antichrist and keeps antichrist out of the church.  But when they set aside scripture they remove the restraint and antichrist moves into the church.  For the removal of portions of scripture is the removal of Jesus, The Word, from the church."

The fate of those who remove scripture and follow other doctrines in the church is as follows:

2 Thessalonians 2:10-12   KJV

10 And with all deceivableness of unrighteousness in them that perish; because they received not the love of the truth, that they might be saved.

11 And for this cause God shall send them strong delusion, that they should believe a lie:

12 That they all might be damned who believed not the truth, but had pleasure in unrighteousness.


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Hymn: I serve a risen Savior (HE lives! HE lives! Christ Jesus lives today!)




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1.  I serve a risen Savior
He’s in the world today.
I know that He is living,

Whatever men may say.

I see His hand of mercy;

I hear His voice of cheer;
And just the time I need Him

He’s always here. 

Chorus:

He lives! He lives! 
Christ Jesus lives today!
He walks with me and talks with me 
along life’s narrow way.

He lives, He lives, salvation to impart!
You ask me how I know He lives?
He lives within my heart.



2.  In all the world around me
I see His loving care,
And though my heart grows weary,

I never will despair;

I know that He is leading,

Through all the stormy blast;
The day of His appearing

Will come at last.

3.  Rejoice, rejoice, O Christian,
Lift up your voice and sing
Eternal hallelujahs

To Jesus Christ the King!

The Hope of all who seek Him,

The Help of all who find,
None other is so loving,

So good and kind.


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Scriptures pertaining to this hymn:

Matthew 28:1-6  In the end of the sabbath, as it began to dawn toward the first day of the week, came Mary Magdalene and the other Mary to see the sepulchre.  

And, behold, there was a great earthquake: for the angel of the Lord descended from heaven, and came and rolled back the stone from the door, and sat upon it.  His countenance was like lightning, and his raiment white as snow. And for fear of him the keepers did shake, and became as dead men. 

And the angel answered and said unto the women, Fear not ye: for I know that ye seek Jesus, which was crucified. 

HE is not here: for HE is risen, ...

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Before the crucifixion and resurrection, Jesus said to HIS disciples:  

John 14:19  Yet a little while, and the world seeth ME no more; but ye see ME: because I live, ye shall live also.

When we are born again, we are sealed with the HOLY SPIRIT of JESUS. The Spirit of Jesus lives in us when we belong to God.

Ephesians 1:3-14    Blessed be the God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ, who hath blessed us with all spiritual blessings in heavenly places in Christ:  According as HE hath chosen us in HIM before the foundation of the world, that we should be holy and without blame before HIM in love:

Having predestinated us unto the adoption of children by Jesus Christ to Himself, according to the good pleasure of HIS will,

To the praise of the glory of HIS grace, wherein HE hath made us accepted in the beloved.

In whom we have redemption through HIS blood, the forgiveness of sins, according to the riches of HIS grace;

Wherein HE hath abounded toward us in all wisdom and prudence;  Having made known unto us the mystery of HIS will, according to HIS good pleasure which HE hath purposed in HIMSELF:

That in the dispensation of the fulness of times HE might gather together in one all things in Christ, both which are in heaven, and which are on earth; even in HIM:  In whom also we have obtained an inheritance, being predestinated according to the purpose of HIM who worketh all things after the counsel of HIS own will:  That we should be to the praise of HIS glory, who first trusted in Christ. 
 In whom ye also trusted, after that ye heard the word of truth, the gospel of your salvation: in WHOM also after that ye believed, ye were sealed with that holy Spirit of promise,  Which is the earnest of our inheritance until the redemption of the purchased possession, unto the praise of HIS glory.

The Holy Spirit of Jesus lives in us.

And the Spirit of Truth in us does the following for us:

John 14:26  Jesus said:  But the Comforter, which is the Holy Ghost, whom the Father will send in MY name, HE shall teach you all things, and bring all things to your remembrance, whatsoever I have said unto you.

John 16:13   Howbeit when HE, the Spirit of truth, is come, HE will guide you into all truth: for HE shall not speak of Himself; but whatsoever HE shall hear, that shall HE speak: and HE will shew you things to come.

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Salvation to impart ... 

This world wants freedom to sin.

We want freedom from sin.

Matthew 7:13-14   Jesus says:   Enter ye in at the strait gate: for wide is the gate, and broad is the way, that leadeth to destruction, and many there be which go in thereat:

Because strait is the gate, and narrow is the way, which leadeth unto life, and few there be that find it.

The Holy Spirit of Jesus, living in us, leads us away from temptation by reminding us of scripture and concepts of God, so we can choose to go in HIS way and can reject the way of other humans as we live on this earth.

We are recreated in the image of Jesus each time we choose to go in the way of the Word while living on this earth.

We are fully equipped to follow God because the Spirit of Jesus lives in us to remind us of the way of God.

John 14:6   Jesus saith unto him,  I am the way, the truth, and the life: no man cometh unto the Father, but by ME.

(Jesus, The Word, is the way to go.)

John 15:1-8   Jesus says:  I am the true vine, and my Father is the husbandman.  Every branch in ME that beareth not fruit HE taketh away: and every branch that beareth fruit, HE purgeth it, that it may bring forth more fruit.

Now ye are clean through the word which I have spoken unto you.

Abide in ME, and I in you. As the branch cannot bear fruit of itself, except it abide in the vine; no more can ye, except ye abide in ME.

I am the vine, ye are the branches: He that abideth in ME, and I in him, the same bringeth forth much fruit: for without ME ye can do nothing. 


If a man abide not in ME, he is cast forth as a branch, and is withered; and men gather them, and cast them into the fire, and they are burned.

If ye abide in ME, and MY words abide in you, ye shall ask what ye will, and it shall be done unto you.

Herein is MY Father glorified, that ye bear much fruit; so shall ye be MY disciples.

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John 8:31-32   If ye continue in MY word, then are ye MY disciples indeed;  And ye shall know the truth, and the truth shall make you free.

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Proverbs 4:23   Keep thy heart with all diligence; for out of it are the issues of life.


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Sunday, May 30, 2021

Mini Podcast: Jesus says: MY sheep hear MY voice, and I know them, and they follow ME

 

 
Do you hear the voice of Jesus when HE speaks to you?   Do you follow HIM?

Romans 8:9  But ye are not in the flesh, but in the Spirit, if so be that the Spirit of God dwell in you. Now if any man have not the Spirit of Christ, he is none of HIS.

Do you have the Spirit of Christ in you ... or do you just have the teaching of men?

Jesus says:  John 3:3  Verily, verily, I say unto thee, Except a man be born again, he cannot see the kingdom of God.

I Corinthians 2:14  But the natural man receiveth not the things of the Spirit of God: for they are foolishness unto him: neither can he know them, because they are spiritually discerned.

II Corinthians 5:17  Therefore if any man be in Christ, he is a new creature: old things are passed away; behold, all things are become new.

Galatians 5:19-21  Now the works of the flesh are manifest, which are these; Adultery, fornication, uncleanness, lasciviousness, idolatry, witchcraft, hatred, variance, emulations, wrath, strife, seditions, heresies, envyings, murders, drunkenness, revellings, and such like: of the which I tell you before, as I have also told you in time past, that they which do such things shall not inherit the kingdom of God.

22 But the fruit of the Spirit is love, joy, peace, longsuffering, gentleness, goodness, faith, meekness, temperance:

The works of the Spirit of God are exactly opposite from the works of the flesh.

When we are born of our parents, we are born of the flesh, by the will of men.  We do the works of the flesh of man.

But when we are born of the Spirit of God by the will of God, we have the Spirit of God in us and we now can do the works of God because we have the Spirit of God.

And we choose now to do that which the Spirit of God brings to our mind and we keep our flesh under the control of the Spirit and the flesh suffers because it can no longer do what it wants to do.

Now we serve God by HIS Spirit and we follow God because HIS Spirit is now in us to show us the will of God in the issues pertaining to this present life ... and we follow HIM.

 

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* The apostle Peter speaks of the end time apostasy in the churches.


Comments by Joan Boney:

The apostle Peter wrote an entire chapter in the Bible telling us of the end time apostasy that was ordained to come into the churches in the last days before Jesus returns.

II Peter 2

1 But there were false prophets also among the people, even as there shall be false teachers among you, who privily shall bring in damnable heresies, even denying the Lord that bought them, and bring upon themselves swift destruction.

2 And many shall follow their pernicious ways; by reason of whom the way of truth shall be evil spoken of.

3 And through covetousness shall they with feigned words make merchandise of you: whose judgment now of a long time lingereth not, and their damnation slumbereth not.

4 For if God spared not the angels that sinned, but cast them down to hell, and delivered them into chains of darkness, to be reserved unto judgment;

5 And spared not the old world, but saved Noah the eighth person, a preacher of righteousness, bringing in the flood upon the world of the ungodly;

6 And turning the cities of Sodom and Gomorrha into ashes condemned them with an overthrow, making them an ensample unto those that after should live ungodly;

7 And delivered just Lot, vexed with the filthy conversation of the wicked:

8 (For that righteous man dwelling among them, in seeing and hearing, vexed his righteous soul from day to day with their unlawful deeds;)

9 The Lord knoweth how to deliver the godly out of temptations, and to reserve the unjust unto the day of judgment to be punished:

10 But chiefly them that walk after the flesh in the lust of uncleanness, and despise government. Presumptuous are they, selfwilled, they are not afraid to speak evil of dignities.

11 Whereas angels, which are greater in power and might, bring not railing accusation against them before the Lord.

12 But these, as natural brute beasts, made to be taken and destroyed, speak evil of the things that they understand not; and shall utterly perish in their own corruption;

13 And shall receive the reward of unrighteousness, as they that count it pleasure to riot in the day time. Spots they are and blemishes, sporting themselves with their own deceivings while they feast with you;

14 Having eyes full of adultery, and that cannot cease from sin; beguiling unstable souls: an heart they have exercised with covetous practices; cursed children:

15 Which have forsaken the right way, and are gone astray, following the way of Balaam the son of Bosor, who loved the wages of unrighteousness;

16 But was rebuked for his iniquity: the dumb ass speaking with man's voice forbad the madness of the prophet.

17 These are wells without water, clouds that are carried with a tempest; to whom the mist of darkness is reserved for ever.

18 For when they speak great swelling words of vanity, they allure through the lusts of the flesh, through much wantonness, those that were clean escaped from them who live in error.

19 While they promise them liberty, they themselves are the servants of corruption: for of whom a man is overcome, of the same is he brought in bondage.

20 For if after they have escaped the pollutions of the world through the knowledge of the Lord and Saviour Jesus Christ, they are again entangled therein, and overcome, the latter end is worse with them than the beginning.

21 For it had been better for them not to have known the way of righteousness, than, after they have known it, to turn from the holy commandment delivered unto them.

22 But it is happened unto them according to the true proverb, The dog is turned to his own vomit again; and the sow that was washed to her wallowing in the mire.


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In trying to find a church to attend when I lived in Clovis, NM (USA), I visited a small non-denominational church on a Wednesday night.  The pastor was preaching from John 8, concerning the woman taken in adultery who was brought before Jesus.

The pastor said:  "And when they brought her to Jesus, she was naked from the waist up."

I was very shocked.  For I knew this was not true.  This is not in John 8.

I looked about the room.  I didn't see anyone reach for a Bible to confirm that which pastor had just said.  I noticed several men with big grins on their faces.  I knew they were imagining this woman who pastor said was naked from her waist up.

As pastor continued talking I turned to John 8 and read what Bible says:

John 8

1 Jesus went unto the mount of Olives.

2 And early in the morning HE came again into the temple, and all the people came unto HIM; and HE sat down, and taught them.

3 And the scribes and Pharisees brought unto HIM a woman taken in adultery; and when they had set her in the midst,

4 They say unto HIM, Master, this woman was taken in adultery, in the very act.

5 Now Moses in the law commanded us, that such should be stoned: but what sayest THOU?

6 This they said, tempting HIM, that they might have to accuse HIM. But Jesus stooped down, and with HIS finger wrote on the ground, as though HE heard them not.

7 So when they continued asking HIM, HE lifted up HIMSELF, and said unto them, He that is without sin among you, let him first cast a stone at her.

8 And again HE stooped down, and wrote on the ground.

9 And they which heard it, being convicted by their own conscience, went out one by one, beginning at the eldest, even unto the last: and Jesus was left alone, and the woman standing in the midst.

10 When Jesus had lifted up HIMSELF, and saw none but the woman, HE said unto her, Woman, where are those thine accusers? hath no man condemned thee?

11 She said, No man, Lord. And Jesus said unto her, Neither do I condemn thee: go, and sin no more.

The next day I called that pastor and told him I had been in his service the night before.  I asked him where it is in the Bible where he told about this woman being brought before Jesus naked from the waist up.

First, pastor said he couldn't remember where it was in the Bible.

I told him it was very important to me to know this so I asked him to please look it up and have his secretary call me and tell me where it was in the Bible.

Pastor was very silent for a few minutes.  Then he became very angry and shouted at me, "All right.  It's not in the Bible.  Where do you go to church."

I told pastor I was looking for a church to attend but I would not go to a church where Pastor made up stories which were not in the Bible.

This is one of the apostasy churches of the end times.


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Hymn: I love to tell the story




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 1.  I love to tell the story
Of unseen things above,
Of Jesus and His glory,

Of Jesus and His love.
I love to tell the story,

Because I know ’tis true;
It satisfies my longings

As nothing else can do.

Chorus:

I love to tell the story,
’Twill be my theme in glory
To tell the old, old story

of Jesus and His love.


 2.  I love to tell the story;
More wonderful it seems
Than all the golden fancies

Of all my golden dreams,
I love to tell the story,

It did so much for me;
And that is just the reason

I tell it now to thee.

3.  I love to tell the story;
’Tis pleasant to repeat
What seems each time I tell it,

More wonderfully sweet.
I love to tell the story;

For some have never heard
The message of salvation

From God’s own holy Word.

4.  I love to tell the story;
For those who know it best
Seem hungering and thirsting

To hear it like the rest.
And when, in scenes of glory,

I sing the new, new song,
’Twill be the old, old story,

That I have loved so long.


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Scripture pertaining to this hymn:

Philemon v.6    That the communication of thy faith may become effectual by the acknowledging of every good thing which is in you in Christ Jesus.

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Romans 5:5-9   ... the love of God is shed abroad in our hearts by the Holy Ghost which is given unto us.  For when we were yet without strength, in due time Christ died for the ungodly.

For scarcely for a righteous man will one die: yet peradventure for a good man some would even dare to die.

But God commendeth HIS love toward us, in that, while we were yet sinners, Christ died for us.

Much more then, being now justified by His blood, we shall be saved from wrath through Him.

***

Concerning telling the story of Jesus ... 

Every time I share that which God has shown me, I tell of God and His power to help us and guide us as we live on this present earth.

It seems I'm almost always sharing something with people who come to the house to work.  

And wherever I am, I share as the subject arises.

I never plan anything.  I just pray for God to have me say what HE wants me to say and it seems there is always something HE wants me to say.

I speak as issues and scripture are brought to memory.  This is the way the Holy Spirit leads me.


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Saturday, May 29, 2021

Preview: Top Podcasts: # 1 (The apostate churches of the end times)

 

 
 Do you know how to identify an apostate church?  It is a serious matter for many church goers today are in apostate churches and don't know they are apostate.

It is easy to identify which churches are apostate.

Here is a penalty from God that will come on the apostate churches when Jesus returns.  

2 Thess. 2:10-12  And with all deceivableness of unrighteousness in them that perish; because they received not the love of the truth, that they might be saved.

11 And for this cause God shall send them strong delusion, that they should believe a lie:

12 That they all might be damned who believed not the truth, but had pleasure in unrighteousness.

I recommend you listen to the following Podcast:



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* In the Bible, we are told that many will come preaching Jesus while they do not have the Spirit of God.


(Comments by Joan Boney)

First Jesus warned us.

Matthew 24:3-5  And as HE sat upon the mount of Olives, the disciples came unto HIM privately, saying, Tell us, when shall these things be? and what shall be the sign of Thy coming, and of the end of the world?

4 And Jesus answered and said unto them, Take heed that no man deceive you.

5 For many shall come in MY name, saying, I am Christ; and shall deceive many.


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Each of these men say, "Jesus is Lord", but they show themselves to be antichrist in various ways.  

In the first church I attended after I was born again.  The pastor was teaching that tongues are of the devil.  He did a whole week of teaching on this subject of tongues being of the devil.

One day I was reading the Bible and saw the following which was spoken by the apostle Paul.

I Corinthians 14:39   Wherefore, brethren, covet to prophesy, and forbid not to speak with tongues.

After I saw what the apostle Paul said in the Bible, I never returned again to that church that taught against tongues, for that church taught against the Bible. (antichrist)

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The second church I attended was a very large church in Dallas.  They had about 3000 members.  It was called Beverly Hills Baptist Church. (a Spirit filled Baptist church)

I can't recall anything the pastor ever taught.  But one time I made an appointment and went to speak with him.  I think I was talking about following the Spirit of God and hearing from God.  I do recall him saying, "But you'd have to be a spiritual giant to do that!"

I recall telling him that I thought every one in the church was supposed to hear from God and follow God.

Jesus said:  John 10:27  "MY sheep hear MY voice, and I know them, and they follow ME:"

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Next, I attended Word of Faith church in Dallas, Texas.

The pastor talked a lot about prosperity and I didn't like hearing what he was saying but I liked to go to the Sunday morning Bible class so I stayed at this church for approximately 4 years.

At one point, in 1979, God gave me the following dream:

Destruction was everywhere.

I went into a room where a man was speaking to a group of people.  I sat down to listen to him.  

A second man rushed into the room and said, "Stop ... wait ... can't you see ... It's too late ... It's already begun."  

Then this second man disappeared and the first man resumed speaking.

No one seemed interested in that which was spoken by the second man.  The people just kept their eyes glued to the first man who resumed speaking.

But I wanted to know what had already begun so I looked out the window.

There was a tall pole with a yellow civil defense type warning speaker on top of the pole.  Out of the front of the speaker was coming a white gas and it started drifting through the air and was coming directly toward us who were seated in the room where the man was speaking.  I knew it was a poison gas and it would kill the people.

The shocking thing was this:  The speaker that had been set there to warn the people was the instrument that was being used to kill us.

I looked at the man who was sitting next to me.  He had a big smile on his face and was very attentively looking at the man who was speaking.  

Then I saw it!  This man was dead.  He was a corpse.  Though he seemed to be alive.

I looked around the room and all the other people were also corpses, dead.

And as I sat there among them, I began to feel drowsy and I knew I was falling asleep too as I sat among them. 

The gas coming from the speaker was killing me too!

End of dream.

In 1982, I was at Word of Faith on a Wednesday night, the pastor was speaking.

I looked at the man who was seated next to me.  

I was shocked.  He was the dead man in the Poison Gas Dream of 1979.  I looked at the congregation and felt they were the dead people in that dream.

I got up immediately and went to the ladies room and began praying:  "God, I think YOU are showing me to leave this church group so I am going to get into my car and drive away.  But if YOU want me to come back, I will turn around and come back."

God didn't want me to come back.

Instead God began teaching me of the fallacy in the Faith Movement doctrine.


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Story of Pam Padgett:

When I was 14 years old, a sophomore in high school, a boy in our class was killed in a motorcycle accident.  For the first time I realized that someone my age could die. 

I was terrified, for somehow I "knew" that if I died right then, I would not go to heaven.  

I also "knew" that the various things I had learned in the Catholic church could not save me.  

(God had put these things in my heart as we're told in Hebrews 8:10 and Hebrews 10:16.)   
 
My only hope was God.  

I began to pray, but then realized I didn't know who to address this prayer to.  So I said "I know there is the Father, Son, and Holy Spirit, but I don't know which one to pray to.  So please get this prayer to the right one."  

I then asked that if there was any way to save me from going to hell, to please do that.  

As I was talking with God about my situation, asking HIM to please somehow save me, I noticed a scripture on a bookmark which had been left at our house, and this scripture was a comfort to me.  

The scripture was Matthew 11:28-30 in which Jesus says ...

Come unto ME, all ye that labour and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest.
Take MY yoke upon you, and learn of ME; for I am meek and lowly in heart: and ye shall find rest unto your souls.
For MY yoke is easy, and MY burden is light.

Not long after this, I realized there was a change in me.  The only way I knew to describe it was that "something of God was now in me."  

It was 3 or 4 years LATER.  I was reading in I Corinthians and saw 2 scriptures that tell us that the Holy Spirit lives in us.  Then I knew it was the Holy Spirit that was in me. 

I Corinthians 3:16   Know ye not that ye are the temple of God, and that the Spirit of God dwelleth in you?

I Corinthians 6:19  What? know ye not that your body is the temple of the Holy Ghost which is in you, which ye have of God, and ye are not your own?
 
When I went to college, I was still attending the Catholic church and believed what we had been taught in that church.  

One of the other students was a young woman, Connie Jo, who identified herself to me as a Christian.  We became very good friends.  
 
One day as we spoke I mentioned something about Mary being "assumed" into heaven, much as Jesus had ascended into heaven.  Connie Jo asked me "Where is that in the Bible?"  I responded that I didn't know where it was in the Bible, but that I was sure it must be there, for that is what we had been taught in the Catholic church.  I set out to find this in the Bible, but couldn't find it.  The next time I went to my parent's house, I looked this up in some Catholic encyclopedias they had, and was shocked to learn it is not in the Bible!

After this, I began proving what I had been taught in the Catholic church by seeing if their doctrine was in the Bible.

I kept a list of doctrines we had been taught that were either not in the Bible at all, or contrary to what was in the Bible. 

I was very confused by this, for we had been taught that the Catholic church is the only true church.  

Was I misunderstanding what we had been taught in the Catholic church, or misunderstanding what the Bible said?  
 
This was resolved for me in an interesting way.  

A Catholic nun attended the same college I attended, and I asked if I might talk with her.  When we met, I had my list of Catholic doctrines that I couldn't see lining up with the Bible.  

I explained that I had been reading the Bible and saw several things that were contrary to Catholic teachings, and I told her the first such doctrine on my list.  

The nun turned completely white, and she said that she couldn't answer my question about these doctrines, that I would need to talk with a priest or brother. 

Then she added "This is why lay people (those not in the clergy) should not read the Bible."  
 
Seeing this nun's strong reaction to what was in the Bible clearly showed me truth of the situation.  

It wasn't that I had misunderstood the Bible nor what the Catholic church taught, but that many Catholic church doctrines were, in fact, contrary to the Bible.  

I never attended the Catholic church again.
 
I went to some church groups with friends, mostly Baptist churches, but never joined any of them.  They seemed "dead" to me.
 
Then a couple years later some people I worked with told me about a non-denominational church which had just started and how wonderful it was.  

I began going to that church, attending both the main service and the singles group meetings.  
 
At one point I rented a room in the home of a divorced woman I met in the singles group.  At first she seemed content to remain unmarried and to raise her daughter.  But then she began obviously seeking another husband (she had already been married and divorced twice.)

I shared scriptures with her which warn that if a divorced woman remarries she commits adultery, and if a man marries a divorced woman he commits adultery.  

Shockingly, she responded, "I don't care what the Bible says, I know what I believe." 
 
Matthew 5:32 Jesus says ... But I say unto you, That whosoever shall put away his wife, saving for the cause of fornication, causeth her to commit adultery: and whosoever shall marry her that is divorced committeth adultery.

Romans 7:2-3 For the woman which hath an husband is bound by the law to her husband so long as he liveth; but if the husband be dead, she is loosed from the law of her husband.
So then if, while her husband liveth, she be married to another man, she shall be called an adulteress: but if her husband be dead, she is free from that law; so that she is no adulteress, though she be married to another man.
 
Right after this happened I graduated and moved to another town which was about 30 miles away from where this church group met.  

I stopped attending the singles group meetings but continued to attend the main Sunday morning service.   

I heard that this twice divorced woman had become engaged to a man from the singles group.  I knew this man and went to him and warned him and shared scripture with him telling of the adultery that would result if he married a divorced woman.  

He said he would consider these things, but I heard that the wedding plans continued.  

Then I heard that another woman I had met in the singles group was to be the maid of honor when this man and divorced woman married.  

I went to her and warned her of the adultery that would be committed if these two people married.  

She said that she knew it was wrong for them to marry, but that they would marry whether or not she was the maid of honor so she was going to go ahead and be the maid of honor.    

(I Timothy 5:22  ... neither be partaker of other men's sins: keep thyself pure.)

About this time something very puzzling began to happen when I attended the Sunday morning church service.  

Although I no longer attended the singles group meetings, I always sat with those in the singles group during the church service, visiting with them before and after the service.  

One day I got to the church building early and sat in the area of the auditorium where the singles always sat, but none of the singles came to sit in that area.  

As the church service began, I turned around and saw that the singles were sitting several rows back.  I didn't think too much about this.  
 
The next Sunday morning I sat in the "new" singles area, but the singles sat in the "old" area.  
 
The following Sunday morning I got to the church building shortly before the service began.  The singles were sitting together and I went and joined them.  

Without saying a word, they got up and moved to another area of the auditorium!  
 
Now it was obvious that those in the singles group wanted nothing to do with me, but I didn't know why.  I cried out to God asking what was going on?  "Had I done something wrong?"  
 
A couple weeks later after the church service, a woman came to me saying she had a word from God for me.  The word was that God knew how those in the singles group were treating me, and that I needed to know it was because I had spoken against the marriage of the man and the divorced woman, and that my warning to these people had been what God wanted me to do.  
 
I was so grateful to God for sending this message to me!  
 
I continued attending the Sunday morning church services, but no longer tried to sit with those in the singles group.
 
One Sunday morning just as the church service was about to start I heard this: 

"What are you doing here?  I told you to get out.  Now get out!"  

I was stunned, sitting in stunned silence throughout the service.  

When I got home I asked God if this was from HIM and if so, when had HE told me to leave that church?  

I was reminded of Joan Boney sharing the "Poison gas dream" and warning of churches that are antichrist, not upholding all scripture. 

I came to see that the church I was attending did not uphold scripture about a divorced woman re-marrying, for the wedding ceremony of the people I had warned was held at that church with one of the pastors performing the ceremony.  

I left that church. 

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(Comments by Joan Boney)

In the Bible, the apostle Peter and the apostle Paul both warned us of the apostasy that was coming into the churches.

Jude also wrote about the evils coming into the churches.

Jude vv. 3-4  Beloved, when I gave all diligence to write unto you of the common salvation, it was needful for me to write unto you, and exhort you that ye should earnestly contend for the faith which was once delivered unto the saints.

4 For there are certain men crept in unawares, who were before of old ordained to this condemnation, ungodly men, turning the grace of our God into lasciviousness, and denying the only Lord God, and our Lord Jesus Christ.

Many antichrist preachers today say, "Jesus is Lord", but they deny scripture and omit sections of scripture and explain away some of the scriptures.  And they set up other doctrines in their church groups.  And often they live ungodly lives in private as they commit adultery, fornication, and such things.  Some even commit homosexual acts in private.  And they lead their church groups away from the doctrines of Christ in the Bible and they lead the congregation into various sins, denying the Holy Bible while saying "Jesus is Lord."

This is the end time apostasy in the churches of today.

And Jesus warned us about this and told us the following:  Take heed that no man deceive you.  For many shall come in MY name, saying, I am Christand shall deceive many. (Mt. 24:4-5)

 
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Hymn: I know that my Redeemer lives




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1.  I know that my Redeemer lives
And ever prays for me;
A token of His love He gives,

A pledge of liberty. 

2.  I know that my Redeemer lives,
A quick’ning Spirit He;
I know eternal life He gives—

Amazing grace—to me.

3.  I find Him lifting up my head;
He brings salvation near;
His presence makes me free indeed,

And He will soon appear.

4.   He wills that I should holy be:
What can withstand His will? 
The counsel of His grace in me
He surely shall fulfill.

5.  Jesus, I hang upon Thy word:
I steadfastly believe
Thou wilt return and claim me, Lord,

And to Thyself receive.


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Scriptures pertaining to this hymn:


v. 1   I know that my Redeemer lives
And ever prays for me;

Hebrews 7:25   Wherefore HE is able also to save them to the uttermost that come unto God by HIM, seeing HE ever liveth to make intercession for them.

Romans 8:24-34    For we are saved by hope: but hope that is seen is not hope: for what a man seeth, why doth he yet hope for?   But if we hope for that we see not, then do we with patience wait for it.

Likewise the Spirit also helpeth our infirmities: for we know not what we should pray for as we ought: but the Spirit itself maketh intercession for us with groanings which cannot be uttered. 

And HE that searcheth the hearts knoweth what is the mind of the Spirit, because HE maketh intercession for the saints according to the will of God. 

And we know that all things work together for good to them that love God, to them who are the called according to his purpose.

For whom HE did foreknow, HE also did predestinate to be conformed to the image of HIS Son, that HE might be the firstborn among many brethren.

Moreover whom HE did predestinate, them HE also called: and whom HE called, them HE also justified: and whom HE justified, them HE also glorified. 

What shall we then say to these things? If God be for us, who can be against us? 

He that spared not HIS own Son, but delivered HIM up for us all, how shall HE not with HIM also freely give us all things?
Who shall lay any thing to the charge of God's elect? It is God that justifieth. 

Who is he that condemneth? It is Christ that died, yea rather, that is risen again, WHO is even at the right hand of God, WHO also maketh intercession for us.

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v. 2  I know that my Redeemer lives,
A quick’ning Spirit He;


John 14:26  But the Comforter, which is the Holy Ghost, whom the Father will send in MY name, HE shall teach you all things, and bring all things to your remembrance, whatsoever I have said unto you.

 John 16:13  Howbeit when HE, the Spirit of truth, is come, HE will guide you into all truth: for HE shall not speak of HIMSELF; but whatsoever HE shall hear, that shall HE speak: and HE will shew you things to come.

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v. 3  His presence makes me free indeed,
And He will soon appear.

Ephesians 1:12-14 ...  That we should be to the praise of HIS glory, who first trusted in Christ.  In whom ye also trusted, after that ye heard the word of truth, the gospel of your salvation: in whom also after that ye believed, ye were sealed with that holy Spirit of promise,  Which is the earnest of our inheritance until the redemption of the purchased possession, unto the praise of HIS glory.

John 8:31-32   Then said Jesus to those Jews which believed on HIM, If ye continue in MY word, then are ye MY disciples indeed;  And ye shall know the truth, and the truth shall make you free.

I Thessalonians 4:13-18   But I would not have you to be ignorant, brethren, concerning them which are asleep (dead), that ye sorrow not, even as others which have no hope. 

For if we believe that Jesus died and rose again, even so them also which sleep (die) in Jesus will God bring with Him. 

For this we say unto you by the word of the Lord, that we which are alive and remain unto the coming of the Lord shall not prevent (precede)  them which are asleep (dead). 

For the Lord Himself shall descend from heaven with a shout, with the voice of the archangel, and with the trump of God: and the dead in Christ shall rise first: 

Then we which are alive and remain shall be caught up together with them in the clouds, to meet the Lord in the air: and so shall we ever be with the Lord.


Wherefore comfort one another with these words.

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Job 19:25   For I know that my redeemer liveth, and that HE shall stand at the latter day upon the earth:


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