One day thoughts started coming to me about some of the things I did before I was a born again.
But immediately after these thoughts came a vision of a person running forward but looking backwards.
I thought of how it would be impossible to do this and how dangerous it would be for someone to try this...
I was reminded of the following...
Phil 3 13 Brethren, I count not myself to have apprehended: but this one thing I do, forgetting those things which are behind, and reaching forth unto those things which are before,
14 I press (exert oneself continuously, vigorously to gain an end) toward the mark for the prize of the high calling of God in Christ Jesus.
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Let us therefore, as many as be perfect, be thus minded: and if in any
thing ye be otherwise minded, God shall reveal even this unto you.